You seem too happy to reveal yourself

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A new chapter..

Well, things are kinda hard at the moment. Lets start off with the school shit....

1) My grades this semester are horrible.

Spanish and Zoology = C
Aerobics = A
British Literature = B

That B kills me.

2) I'm super nervous about starting at Texas Woman's University. I have my classes and dorm stuff all fixed up. Here are my spring classes...

Monday/Wednesday
*8 - 9:20 : American Ethnic Literature

*11 - 12:20 : American Women and Literature

*2:30 - 3:50 : Ethics

Tuesday/Thursday:

*11 - 12:20 : Woman's Studies

So that won't be bad. Lots of writing but nothing that I can't handle.

3) I'm so sick of all this death. November 6 was two years since Dereck died, its been a year and a half since Aunt Mary died, last Saturday was a year since Kera killed herself, Tiana killed herself two months ago and someone goes off and shoots Dimebag in the face five times. What is the fucking deal? I mean, I know that death is a part of life and all, but come on. It is alot to handle for me. I'm very emotionally weak, I'm a pussy. I just do not cope well with death, I never have. I still cry about the dogs I've had that died, my chicken, people I knew in the second grade. I just don't do well with it.

4) I have been reading non-stop since I got out of school. Its great. David Sedaris is fantastic.

Adios.

3:05 p.m. - 2004-12-14

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